We came out of the BWCA yesterday after a 42.5 mile backpacking trip on the Kekekabic to the news that my brother’s best friend died on Thursday, October 7, one week after his 21st birthday. He had been using heroine, which took his family and friends by shock, Julian had hidden it well. Apparently the heroine he was using Thursday had been cut badly, and no matter the amount he had taken, it would have been lethal.
For Julian
I didn’t know you very well,
But was familiar with your smile.
You were always there for my brother,
Keeping him on track.
I wish we could have seen the signs.
Then maybe you’d still be here,
Still be alive.
A week ago you turned 21,
You had to work late that day,
But I know you still had fun.
How could you have gone down that road?
Why could you
Not
Have
Stopped?
Your presence is gone forever,
My brother’s best friend
Is
Lost.
You will be missed always,
Never
To
Be
Forgot.
Julian we miss you.
Rest
In
Peace.